I just heard of the news recently ringing from the social site I visited last Sunday. I read some of the posts and were absolutely shocked and left with no words to express. I saw a person’s name very familiar to me and some words like ” may he find peace for his soul”. I checked on my contacts online and verified the issue, and to make it more unbelievable, I heard it and it was all true. 

I just could hardly believe it since I just saw that person walking in front of me for many times in a day for a week. That week was the time I saw that person again, I thought he stopped schooling. I never expected such a dramatic event not just to me but to his family at worst. As I go searching for more information, I found out that he has been suffering from illness and been to hospital I think regularly for his condition seemed to fluctuate in status. 

He died from a heart attack triggered by his asthma. There were complications making it difficult for him to fight and keep on holding on for his life. I know he has all the dreams he wanted for his family but sadly he couldn’t make it work here on earth. He may be gone but his dreams are always soaring up high with his wings symbolizing freedom from his once life on earth. 

There may be realities that are difficult to accept and incidents that are too much unbelievable, but only God has the reason why. We may never expect things coming on our way, there might be plans never been accomplished and places we’ve never been yet. At all these we just have to trust no matter how painful dealing from reality is, and in the end, God has the best plan for us all. 

The world started to get clouded at age 12 and everything is harder to see from a distance. It was just a slight error I could see but, it doesn’t seem to be true to me. Headache delivered those bad days and hard to sleep nights.

I am the gamer and I did the skirmish for hundreds of times, making me a non-amateur player at my age. Having fun with my hobby turned into addiction but only of little severance. Headache made itself visit frequently and more pain presence.

I am stopping yet.

I won’t.

I can’t figure out how to pick a definite theme. My story doesn’t really have the best picture but may touch or inspire other people. The reason for this blog is to express the other sides of me. I happen to have a multi-personality so is why this blog is all about. It is just how I have been walking the earth and sleeping the nights. Exploring different sectors and gawking unbelievable realities.  

early morning shower. My days are turning into sleepy hours and these nights ‘til morning seems to be my time for the better mood and enjoyment. Power up starts late midnight and drains during th sun shines through.

Probably the origin of cutest people are in Asia. You might think it is funny but, I happen to get amused by these girls. haha. So soon as they appear in front of me and even just a glimpse of them.

I played and finished the game for a total of 3 days. I am currently playing racing games since I finished all of my strategic games and as well as the RPG’s.

today is a lucky day. But to me there aren’t any lucky or unlucky. It all lies upon how we decide on our everyday life encounters. If it goes the way you want it and or something happened for good which you didn’t expect, you are lucky. Unless otherwise you are not.

” If they don’t listen, I would rather make my way to some place where I am one.”

I celebrated my birthday last saturday, 29th of may. Time really goes so fast but sometimes seems to be dragged by simply not doing anything. Clock runs clockwise and never the other way. All I wanted to say is that we grow and we all turn old. But to me, and like what they say, age is just numbers. hahaha.. big laugh for that one.

We all do. But always be positive like what I have in mind right now. I really am very exhausted for doing so many things and my voice turned not so good this day. Back to where I am, I am not suppose to make this long but I really like messages or posts really long and of course meaningful. Moreover about the topic, I just wanted to say to all the people who celebrated, are cerebrating and will be celebrating their birthday to not feel like another year has gone and made them older. 

We actually look older if we desire it. We feel like our bones aren’t going to make it if we think we won’t. We feel tired if we don’t enjoy. 

” Think young, feel young and stay young “

To end this short post, “Grow up but never grow old”